
sailing at vespers 
It is canvas now I raise for the wind 
to cup and hold like a lover’s face. 
For too long my sails were point de gaze, 
a mesh so fine it snagged the stars 
and caught the dark serifs of every word 
intoned. I went nowhere and wondered 
at my discontent. Now I feel the halyard 
in my palm, imagine I stand in the belfry 
and toll anew the hour of my own birth. 
The sheets, they peal the wind’s low song 
and this deck, it is my campanile. I wear the tulle 
that I once flew, hold close the impediments 
of that troubled sky. How else could I face 
the windward nights? I am who I was, 
uncertain hand upon the sanctus bell, 
and who I am, a sailor aloft in the rigging. 
I ring and come about, a steeplejack 
atop the spar. I leave no opal wake, 
but tender the chiming of the angelus, 
sweet upon the swift, dark water.